if i ever liked u, it's turned to friendship already, im not sure of that. giving presents are conveying wrong msgs?really?wat if i juz lyk to do it?4 years already.who is the only one, out of that bunch of rowdy boys who foloed u everytime during morning assembly jz to sit wif, hu still kept in touch? really keep in touch?mhm?this aside, i can do wat i lyk.HCSY may nt be btr than u in anyth else.in anyth even.bt she noes more abt the world out thr, the cruel ppl, the gangsters, she noes more than u do.i can srsly consider her if she lyks me.i tink of her n i tink happy, pretty.i tink of u, and emo, moody, comes out.is it my fault i tink lyk that?cuz thats the impression ur giving out.sumday, when im adult and such, i'll look back on this, and i'll think, puppylove, childish.hell, i knew joey n me was puppylove.didnt stop me lovin wif all my heart either.
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HCSY:
u smile alot at things.dats gd.n ur aint innocent to the pt of tinking evryone is gd in dis world either.dats the x factor i tink.when i first read ur blg, i thot: camwhore.then i fell in love after knowing more.after those...talks.mayb ur jz replyin cz of my sch.maybe.those endless times we flirted,whr nth rly came out of it(yet),and u taught me to xpress, to laf.really laf.thx for that.4va.
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forbidden fruit's the sweetest.i tink thats always been the case wif u. when i knew abt OJH, i wanted u more...Now, even if the whole rowdy crowd starts lyking u again, i dun tink i'll be part of it. knowing why i was thr in the past, due to mere cmptition, sorts of lessens the desire 4 u.call it an epiphany, if u will. and for the record, ur smiles still wif me.i jz dun tink of it when i tink of u, i hv to tink of u smiling.geddit?wif HCSY, i tink of her, the smile's like a part that cant eva b removed.
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im nt gna sleep 2nite.5 hrs to go b4 sports day.
