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the play was nice. i envied them. maybe i will join HCJC instead. but the integrated programme leaves me with a hard choice....i wld hv to study more. so screw it, i hope i make up my mind by next yr.

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Maybe jp likes old memories too much. and maybe i should know more than just these few fhqkr. use classroom code on word of previous sentence. and why did JDMH post that holding hands pic, and what email was in that nightmare? think, and support.

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again, excuses. i dun give a fk anymore.

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danish is a fucker. lie about being busy and go play soccer instead. low also. go pangseh me make me stay back for nothing. THINK happy thoughts, please, cmon myself. sleepiness got me heck-caring everything going on nowadays. think i'll go eat n sleep now.

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shes normal now....i hope its nt a false front or that she will revert to emo self again...CHEERS, THE WORLD IS SEEMING-- IS BRIGHTER NOW. yay.

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have u thought about how others might worry about how u are and how you are?maybe this is part of growing up,feeling needy and seeking others' love?ur making ME confused, and i hate it. i hate it.

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im happy with the way things are now......are you? could you be hiding behind this serene facade?

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u made my life full of hope. thank you.

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in.

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give.

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not.

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will.

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i.

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why bother going for class gathering if theres so few people,none of which you can interact with as well nw? because i hv nthing better to do. and i can spend a day out. but j n j n s not there. which makes it pretty pointless,altho theres no pressure to act.

damn tired.

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unhappy.hope she gets the msg. marks suck.life just about manageable.

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blog,goddamit,y dun u blog?nothing emo to say?

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There are so many ways to interprete things now....step on her shoes in footstepsintherain......(r)shoe rack(r),and fill my rainbow with the colours that you like in dreamsprec.....THIS.IS.CONFUSING!!

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You think letting a guy into ur house...>alone< is nothing. I beg to differ.

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fine.so i wont promise. thanks for dashing my hopes, biatch.

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ily....inside.

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blog.

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600+ posts

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with your

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to catch up

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just

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for today.

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im gonna post till 20.

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I hate this. It's like last time, thinking about her, what she said, all the fkin time. This is soooo not helping me in life. STUDY FIRST. 

still, i want to hope.